Friday, June 1, 2012

week one of mostly-unemployed inadvertent liberation

overwhelming feelings of isolation.

the best ideas are constructed in the shower. i forget most of them later.

powerful desire to sleep countered by inability to sleep.

loss of appetite.

loss of sexual appetite.

feelings of despair and confusion concerning the future.

blisters on left hand fingertips from incessant guitar playing.

poorly constructing beats on computer.

running out of weed.

three balls of yarn rolled for no particular reason.

living room reorganized.

bathroom floors cleaned.

alcoholism.

acute awareness of alcoholism.

general anger.

loss of sense of humor.

feelings of alienation.

desire to create.

lack of motivation.

lack of inspiration.

diagnosis: depression.

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